#np Hellogoodbye - ( Everything Is ) Debatable

 People come and go. That's life. 


Well, I'm gonna enter college in 3 days. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Wish me luck alright.

#np The Maine - Love and Drugs

Salam people. I'm currently my parents's personal driver. ( tiba-tiba )

So yeah how are you guys been doing? I hope you guys doing alright. Me? I'm doing great! Feel so much better now. Can't wait to enter college! Thanks for asking tho. 

Anyhoo, my English is getting worse. Like seriously. I need to start reading again. Maybe I'll start with " The Fault In Our Stars " by John Green. A lot of people said (teens especially) that this book is so good and really emotional until they bawled their eyes out. Well, that sounds good enough to me. 

Yeah, that's it for this post. 


You and me, we aren't the same. I could tell you weren't in love with me. Because we are two different people.

I'll learn from my mistakes.

I NEED TO BE BETTER.

I will change for the better. I will look at things positively. No more negative. No more old me.

In progress to be a better Muslim, Insya Allah.

#np Yellowcard - Only One

I could relate myself to this song. Sometimes you feel like you're holding back the one you love. It's a terrible feeling.

Here I go,
So dishonestly. 

( He doesn't want to leave but he knows he have to )

And I know,

You can see right through me.

( She sees that he can't be the one she deserves )

So let me go,

And you will find someone.

( Let's end this, so you can find someone better )

It's time for you to let go, Ben.

It's over.

The girl that I've been waiting for 5 years friendzoned me. I don't even know anymore. "Feelings changed" she said. What did I think was gonna happen? That she'd actually want to stay with me? It's hopeless.

All of my efforts are never enough. I'm gonna need some time to heal. 


"You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit." - Tom Hansen 

#np Kodaline - All I Want

Why does things have to change? Is it because of me? Are you giving up on me? 
We used to be so close. Sigh.







I know it's still too early to say this but I really hope you're the one.